I'll never sing of love,if it dose not exist

I'm not sure exactly why I'm sitting here.
Why I'm wasting my time typing this instead of paying attention.
But I know I'm not anywhere near the person I want to be.

I wonder why people like me.
I wonder how I've been this fortunate for so long.
If I knew me, I wouldn't like me.

If I could accept myself, I think I'd be happier.
And maybe even be able to commit to romantic relationship.

My mind is everywhere but where it should be lately.
I suppose that's the most frustrating part of my life at the moment.

I'm crushing on a girl for the first time ever.

The loop bus seems like it could be fun to just ride all day long.

I'm a text-mistress.Sext messaging a boy that has a girlfriend.

The boy I want is after his English professor.
She's reciprocating, and I'm here. Stuck.
Adds to the ridiculous unfortunate situations that make up my life.

Self destruct button is where again?"

You and me and the bottle make three... this bottle's gonna take us
both to an early grave... let me be your swear word."

I hate you

Let's get high, spreading out on my kitchen floor
Across the days you knew my kisses so well you described them to me
and I'll forget everything you'll turn into tomorrow
Cigarette, stale breath, warm nights, cold feet
A moment's worth is never worth enough to me
Get this- you were the last thing I thought I'd miss
Dancing, laughing, loathing, jealousy
who is she?
who is she?
who is she?
Not me, never been
Our time is up
Will you miss me?

Bridge of DOOM!

Spooky bridge out in the country,

Full of spiders, dark and gloomy,

May I never tread your timbers.

May your shadow never doom me.

Evil lurks in dark recesses,

Spinning spider webs so vile,

Venom seeps and oozes outwards

Seeking travelers to defile.

The Fall

Don't let anyone lie! Living water

Can toss you and bash you around.

The promise of God isn't swimming pools

But seeking the thing to be found.

It's not that his kingdom is hidden;

It's clear like pure water on rock.

Moving, demanding, and plunging ahead

To live with this water you'll have to be dead

To yourself, your pretensions and all.

The water will chute you over the fall.

And there, at that spot when you're out of control

His living water is quick'ning your soul.

NASA makes "visible" magnetic fields

Magnetic fields are invisible, at least usually. But Scientists from NASA's Space Sciences Laboratory have made them visible as "animated photographs," using sound-controlled CGI and 3D compositing.

MareNostrum

This is the MareNostrum - the 9th biggest supercomputer in the world-- and it belongs to the Barcelona Supercomputing Center. Its installed in a former chapel oodles of glass and steel.(pictures from the navel of narcissus)

- 10,240 CPUs- 20TB of RAM- 280TB of disk storage- runs on SUSE Linux.

sigh of eternal

Remember that time, thousands of earth shape,
Jungle, green, murmur of flowing water, Breeze,
mountains, exuberant vitality, Bath natural warmth,
Everything seems to be showing the kingdom of heaven shine.

Today
Past differences of those magic light and shadow,
All this?
Whether I am right where I always feel that:
The glory of the earth colors have been sadly reduced.

Oh! Nagareizumi, mountain, jungle, the sea!
The great quiet you this natural have,
Only you are the most loyal partners in
The most reliable friend, the most warm companion,
The friendship between us will never be interrupted!
Your calm already penetrated the center of my mind!
No matter what happens,
Only you can comfort my soul pent-up emotion,
Only you and that light hazy mist,
With your blurred densed scenery ... ...
My dejected soul to gently wake up!
Oh, naturally!
Only exposure to your most lazy leisurely
My soul can be vertical and horizontal in the infinite joy of reverie
Only in the day and night to get along within your warmly and considerate
My heart can imagine riding on the wing
To wander in the universe soaring, ecstatic ... ...